Hot Potato

So last year was a bit of a roller coaster of ups and downs. I went to the most concerts I've ever been to in a single year and saw so many of my favourite bands it was incredible. Started off with Panic! at the Disco, Green Day, Got7 which was my first kpop event in Australia, All Time Low/The Maine, K CON (which honestly was one of the best weekends of my life), You Me At Six, Mayday Parade and Vixx in both Sydney and Melbourne. Run ins of Josh Franceschi at the airport and Jung Taekwoon at Circular Quay in Sydney were just the icing on the most wonderful year of music I've ever had.

My personal life on the other hand was a mess. I have been the most depressed I've been in a long time, I've gained a lot of the weight I was starting to lose and just generally not taking care of myself which negatively impacted me both physically and mentally. This year my goal is to look after myself. It's been a couple of weeks into the year and I'm not doing a very good job at it but I will get there. I want to start exercising again and eating healthier, drinking more water, sleeping regular hours, looking after my skin, all the things I always aim for but never seem to do properly. Putting on weight again has caused my self esteem to once again plummet, I mean I've never really had much self esteem to begin with but it's even worse at the moment. I've been feeling tired constantly which makes everything feel worse. Just mostly miserable so I am determined to change that!

I've taken a couple of days off work because I haven't been feeling great but I'm trying to get my shit together and let's hope this all works out. 

I'm leaving for Tokyo in two weeks which I'm beyond excited for. Yes I'm going for a concert, yes I have reached that level of fangirl. Hopefully in addition to taking better care of myself this year, I can also post better content on here.

Until next time